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[10 Feb 2009|12:38pm] |
I need to find something that will seperate my clothed body from the dirt on days when sitting outside on the ground is a must. This thing... it shouldn't be a blanket. Blankets are too bulky and not fun to carry around. I'm thinking maybe a sheet. possibly just some fabric. That would work and be inexpensive. I guess I could use a tapestry. That, however, would not be inexpensive. It would be the opposite. Which is expensive.
On another note, I just lay in my bed for about two hours contemplating whether or not to skip math class today. I check my email from him and of course there is a quiz on Thursday. Now, I know that attending class today won't help me one bit for the quiz, but for some reason I am just compelled to go. So after another half hour of looking through a book about mosaics I finally work up the courage, and the stomach, to get up out of bed and put on some pants. I missed my 9:30 class this morning. I'm fucking hungover. Yesterday was my birthday. I am about to be late for class.
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[05 Dec 2007|10:58pm] |
i made one.
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[14 Oct 2007|11:03pm] |
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Shirt that i madesies.....................
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[08 Oct 2007|12:52am] |
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I was reading over my journal a minute ago. i have all these goals and things i want to accomplish but i never actually get myself involved in things or spend the time to learn to do them. ive been on a creative kick the past few days. i want a sewing machine so badly. i want to read and write and learn and create. and i want to feel beautiful. internally and externally. im pretty confident that the paleolithic diet is the ultimate diet for mankind. experimenting with what kinds of food work for me is the hard part. i hate being made fun of for wanting only the highest quality products to put in my body. it seems so logical but so many people dont understand.
what i dont understand is how you can be such a happy fun person and allow your life to go downhill so easily. the fact that all self respect is lost makes me feel pity but really. when someone cant stand up for themselves and the kind of treatment they deserve... to be so unknowing and stupid to let those thing happen.. can i really respect that?
i have a problem and that problem is money. i guess i dont need money for anything really, but its nice to know i can have 20$ to spend on something i want. its silly.... money is stupid and i shouldnt care about it. i was thinking that i could probably make a lot of money selling clothes through ebay. but i dont have a sewing machine. and a sewing machine costs money. and then there is time. there are so many things i want to do and a lot of the time i feel like i dont have the time. but im constantly finding myself with spare time on my hands and what am i doing? sleeping? watching tv? WASTE. maybe not the sleeping because i really do feel like i dont get enough sleep(along with the majority of americans). its one in the morning i should be sleeping now. and whats up with cigarettes? im a damn hypocrite with all this healthy talk all the while smoking countless numbers of cigarettes. i want to quit but at the same time i dont. i want to quit for health reasons, although its hard because i havent had any health problems caused by cigarettes. it doesnt make sense to wait for them to develop to start.
im happy though. i like people that are smart. i feel like there are so many people that i can learn things from. i fear that there is not much to be learned from me.
i love my boy so much.
what does everyone think about piercings? i was thinking about them and if i would want one. i like how tongue piercings look but like... eh. metal through my tongue. it seems so wrong.
matty is asleep on my floor and she is dreaming. i can tell not because she has been sleeping for a while and must be in dream state now, but because shes sleep running on her side. cute! shes a bitch to sam though so shes not that cute.
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[22 Sep 2007|04:50pm] |
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I havent updated in such a long time. i was reading old entries and decided i should start updating again. poor livejournal you get no recognition now that there is myspace. today i have many things to do but i cant bring myself to get up and start doing them. i know that i need to clean the house before anything. my parents have been on vacation for a week and will be returning tomorrow. id also like to exercise a little and shower. This new diet is hard. i really have nothing to snack on so i might end up snacking on something bad. like ice cream.
School is going well. its basically just another thing that i have to participate in that i dont car about. senior year is so easy and its kind of a shame because when i actually do have to do something i dont feel like it. now that im thinking about school i realize that i need to make an advertisement for plankton nets. ha. maybe ill use pretty markers and glitter. or not.
Yesturday i had to drive andrew around for a long time. actually he drove, but it was in my car so i went with him. at around eight i picked up sarah and we went to the cherry hill mall to buy some shirts. i like shopping but i dont like the atmosphere of the mall. i also dont like how expensive everything is becoming. i got three shirts for 40 dollars. i dropped her off at her bo's after the mall and drove home to wait for kyle. after a nice walk with the dogs he made me an omelet and we watch volume two of full metal alchemist. then went to sleep. its so dorky but i really do enjoy sitting around watching movies.
its a minute before five so i will begin the cleaning process. maybe sometime ill post some pictures like oldtimes.
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[18 Jan 2007|03:05pm] |
i got a car!
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[07 Jan 2007|02:39pm] |
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[22 Aug 2006|01:41am] |
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i got pictures developed but my scanner isnt hooked up. summer is almost over, its more of a bittersweet thing than something im dreading. im looking forward to this weeks trip to the shore the last one was a family trip which was nice for what it was. this time it is me casey gina buckman and maybe kyle. itd only slightly hard for me to confess that, more often than not, the trips to the shore turn out as orgys.
going back to work after two weeks off is going to be a slap in the face, but i am running out of cash so im sure its for the better. because i have no recent pictures for you and because most of the pictures that i got developed are from the shore, i am going to give you some substitute pictures of what the real ones might resemble. on some level.
we are headed for the great smokey mountains to see the wild flowers bloom in spring. because weve decided that theres no better place to be for two young people who just want to do their thing in the spring. i know were going to be happy...
were going to set the world free.
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[18 Jun 2006|07:53pm] |
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i have been reading everyones live journal updates and i just want to suggest a few things:
-always post pictures. i like seeing the link and getting excited about what surprises may be behind it for me.
-i like it when you silly geese get in little comment controversy. keep that up.
-stop posting little bits of your thoughts thinking that it makes you sound deep or intelligent. you just sound stupid.
-uhmmm. i get tired of reading " i was soooooooo wasted!" or "omgh. imn sjo fuckinggggggdf sedrunk righjt nowf1@"
thats pretty much all
and for the sake of taking my own advice:
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[22 Apr 2006|08:21pm] |
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europe!
im tired. today i lived the same six hours twice. i have to get pictures developed. mmmmmmmmmm.
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[26 Oct 2005|05:41pm] |
karma police. ive given all i can. its not enough.
for a minute there i lost myself.
i do not have the ability of thought right now.
not to mention thoughtfulness.
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[17 Aug 2005|12:50pm] |
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[14 Jul 2005|10:50pm] |
"I think I took the beef instead of the ham. Crap"
i love sarah jayne eaise.
tonight i went to a phillies game with my dad and my sister and some boy. i had a nice time. i dripped ice cream on myself.
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[20 Mar 2005|07:02pm] |
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does anyone know any children that need to be babysat. if i dont find someone to baby sit then every other friday night= me working at snockeys.
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[09 Jan 2005|08:46pm] |
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fuck.
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